Sunday, January 15, 2012

Diana, Cj, & HeMan

Today Diana learned that making fun of Cj's new favorite show, HeMan, is just not the smartest idea in tbe world.
First he attacked her relationship choices. I'm not going to post what he said in this blog bc it was actually kinda personal & hit close to home. Mary commented that seemed like the last comment you'd expect from a 6 yr old. Then he went on..
Cj, & to Diana- HeMan's going to punch you so hard that you're going break into a thousand pieces.
Mary- Now that seems more like what a 6 yr old would say.
Cj- Then Skelator is going to look at the pieces & say, 'Oh No! Now I can't use her by making her evil.'
Mary- Why in this story is Skelator your friend?
Cj- Then Man in Arms is going to pick up all your broken pieces & Orko is going to put them together & make you into a robot. Then he's going to plug you in. You'll charge. Then he's going to hook you up with a remote control. That's right, you're going to be a Remote Control Broken Up Robot! So don't make fun of HeMan.

Saturday, January 14, 2012

What's the matter with me?

I'm confused. I know that I'm a Christian, I don't doubt my salvation. Yet I feel like I keep trying to fill the pain I've experienced lately with something other than God. Why do I this? It doesn't ever make me feel better either. It just band-aids the pain, then later it hurts even more than before.


I'm sure that I'm not going to keep feeling sad like this, because I know that happiness is a choice. I have all I need to be content, bc I know I'm going to Heaven, & I do have a relationship with Christ. What I need to do is work on that so why do I keep wasting my time on earth not doing it? I feel like I was so much better at doing that when I was married and I was home. It's harder now. In the end, its what I've done for Him that will matter anyway. I know all this, yet in the back of my mind I still keep wondering what's wrong with me.


I realize, this post, it's just wonderings not coming to a conclusion. I don't give the answer on how to fix this. I don't even know why I'm writing it. Then I'm going to post it & share it on fb. I guess I just need to get it out and maybe I am hoping someone will tell me what's wrong with me.


I guess I need to just go to sleep and let things be better in the morning, because I know they will. The sun is going to rise, God is going to be the same, and my debt will still have been paid by Jesus' sacrifice. I'm convinced that my hope will be renewed tomorrow.


Lamentations 3:22-23 "It is of the Lord's mercies we are not consumed because His compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is Thy faithfulness."


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